Tuesday, November 9
i'm at sher's house now.. she's popping vitamin c tablets like most people eat candy. tskkk. well i only had one. cos i don't like normal round vitamin c tablets. the bottle packaging is so misleading! it had this teddy bear in front.. with a 'for 6-16 year olds' thing in front.. and the tablet's not even teddy bear shaped. so disappointing. hmmm bio tmr and i'm sick and tired of bio. honestly. i could puke bio in solid pieces, not because i've got so many facts in my head, but because i'm tired of trying to memorise them all. bleaugh bio. bio is bleaugh. why is it so factual? you can't fake it without some knowledge. bleaughhh. sleepy.
hmm chris. erh. aiyah you won't always be so shallow-ahemed. i think. anyway jean's not leaving anymore, so yay!!! hahaha chris you must try to come back now and then okay.. what am i gonna do without my bus/lit/binge/crap partner eh? maybe i'll pick up veeting just to remember you.. hahaha. eh the curling iron didn't die on us because you curled my hair okay. it temporarily decided to go on strike because it was overheated. you make it sound like my hair has curling-iron-killing properties. anyway i'm hoping to get a job.. breeks aparently needs you to work for 6 months, minimum. even for part time. and pizza hut is 2 months. either way i have less than 1 1/2 months. so maybe i'll find some other job like giving tuition to some primary school kids or something. even though i don't really like bratty kids. i need to while away the time.. and get some money at the same time. then we can go out at night!! =D
i still haven't decided for myself what i'll accept as the definition of love. it sounds so cold. definition. the meaning of it. i want to find out before i go. i guess i'll have learnt it before heaven's gates open, cos i don't think you can go in without love. gotta love your neighbours right? i mean i know i love all of you, but i want to know why. not that you're unlovable. i guess it's got to do with myself. why i can love some people and heck about everyone else.
it must've been love.
5:38 pm
xoxo
